Bad Day !!!

Yups...thats right !!! wat a bad day fo me...early morning wake up ~ no electric !!! force to use cold water to bath ~ so syiok !!! and den,for sure ~ traffic jam !!! jam in federal highway for 1 hour ++...when reach kolej ~ lagi syiok...parking full !!! no choice go and park at the carpark B ~ tat cost 3 ringgit per hour...celaka betul !!! Btw,atleast i did sumthg meaningful 2day...hahaha !!! i helped someone xD ~ she might know =) u will win it...n my meal yarh !!! hehehehe

The girl i fall in love for 8 years =)

Hell yeah...In my mind,she was an ANGEL !!! She was so beautiful and always brighten up my life ~ i started fall in love to her since i was form 2...that she was just form 1,in chinese people say 一见钟情 !!! but,too bad...that time i was afternoon section and she was morning section !!! i just can see her when i was waiting for class at canteen,and she was atscience lab or going to toilet...feel like im so pervert !!! hahaha...when im in form 3 ~ im so happy..cause im in morning section already ^.^ And i started know her on MSN...and started to chat with her at MSN ~ and soon we getting closer as friends =) and even added each other at facebook !!! i did tell her that i love her,but its was at MSN >.<" im so useless !!! even that,she replied me she know that i love her ~ but why i din do the next step...till now i still cant explain why ??? its just so weird !!! But we din lost contact,we keep in touch and we still chat alot together till i was form 5...SPM year for me,and she was so good to me...everynight chat with me and entertain me ~ always call me dont be stress n wish me goodluck =) i was so happy that time...at the moment i really hope she was beside me...but everything i just not dare to tell her ~ i really duno why >.<" after that i graduated !!! Too bad...we less contact each others and i have a relationship with a girl ~ n i told her im with another girl together !!! her reaction make me feel that she was so dissapoited >.<" maybe i think too much ??? proberly =.=" i always keep all the word inside to her...that her is Miss JF =) im so sorry to her and i very regret that i din purpose to her further more !!! till now,i duno wanna how to tell her that my mind never change !!! i was afraid i might making her more hate me...so i decided to keep in my heart ~ and i heard about she also fall in love to someone already =( i cant blame anyone,is me the one who duno to appreciate !!! all i can do is wish them all the best...and my friend told me she treat me as a best friends ~ im glad to know that we are still best friend !!! i just wanna let her know that...i never forget about you xD all i can do now,is help her no matter what she called me to help...and entertain back her when she was sad or moody =) that all i can do to her now...ILY <3 xD

day 11 at sydney castle hill ~~~

hmm...windy !!! vry cold >.< ~~~ 2day ntg special luu...stay at hse ~~~ help my uncle paint his chair n table for barbeque use de !!! din sweat aso...so cool during i painting ^^v after that...somethg happen @.@ kinda funny 1...is my grandma n my twins cousin ~ hahaha...my grandma try to communicate with 1 of the twins calls jacqueline ~ grandma ask her to curi capture me !!! hw i noe...becz gt a so guai de cousin come n tell me...lols !!! gek sei my grandma liao ^^v And i have a beef kebab for my lunch...my aunty buy for me 1 ^^v ~~~ damn full after i finish it =.=||| then i hav some msia food for my dinner cook by my grandma ~~ hehe...thks grandma ^^v

im so so miss my dear >.< ~~~ i cant even stop thinking of you !!! i coming back...n i will celebrate with you for your birthday yarh ^^!!!

Syok return ~~~ xD

LOL ~~~ i cant believe im back to blogging again !!! so hard to remember back my pass >.<>

Friends

Now must I these three praise
Three women that have wrought
what joy is in my days:
One because no thought,
Nor those unpassing cares,
No,not in these seventeen
Many-times-troubled years,
Could ever come between
Mind and delighted mind;
And one because her hand
Had strength that could unbind
What none can understand,
What none can have and thrive,
Younth's dreamy load,till she
So changed me that i live
Labouring in ecstasy.
And what of her that took
And till my younth was gone
With scarce a pitying look?
How could i praise that one?
When day begins to break
I count my good and bad,
Being wakeful for her sake,
Remembering wat she had
What eagle look till shows,
While up from my heart's root
So great a sweetness flows
I shake from head to floot.

My fist poem

Life in a love

Escaped me ?
Never...
Beloved !
While I am I,and you are you
So long as the world contains us both,
Me the loving and you the loth,
While the one eludes,must the other pursue.
My life is fault at last,I fear:
It seems too much like a fate,indeed!
Thought i do my best I shall scare succeed.
But if I fail of my purpose here ?
It is but to keep the nerves at strain,
To dry one's eyes and laugh at a fall,
And baffled,get up to begin again , ~~~~
So the chase takes up one's life,thats all.
While,look but once from your farthest bound,
At me so deep in the dust and dark,
No sooner the old hope drops to ground
Than a new one,straight to the selfsame mark ,
I shaped me~~~
Ever
Removed!

By Shaun

ZzzzZZZzzz

Yesterday ... nitez !!! let a soh poh xia dao me ~~~ keep complain stomach pain wor !!! call her tell her family ... but dunwan wor ~~~like a old lady ... 'hard neck' in cantonese faham lo .... lol ...then horh , say mai those 'Dai gat Lai Si' de thg =.= ... then 2day afternoon ... nt busy de time ~ sms her ... then she say ok liao !!! pheww ~~~ nt so worried liao ... ask her why will pain then she say ... cz eat liao 臭酸了的面包 =.= 38 n sot pluk ... haha !!! dunnoe she see liao will cum killed me or nt ^^ xD

Exam finish soon , dunno wan go dye hair or nt =.= some frens dye liao hair ... keep cum and chi gek me >.< ... like dat de fren aso gt de wor ... so bad la T_T

Haiz , no more BBQ ... make me abit dissapoited !!! say jor ok liao de ... suddenly say cant !!! dunno wan hw to say her =.= but atleast still gt a party ... we still can gather 2gether ^^v n tat nite we dun b hse ... lets gone crazy until morning ~~~ wuhu !!! wakaka .... yeah !!! xD