The girl i fall in love for 8 years =)

Hell yeah...In my mind,she was an ANGEL !!! She was so beautiful and always brighten up my life ~ i started fall in love to her since i was form 2...that she was just form 1,in chinese people say 一见钟情 !!! but,too bad...that time i was afternoon section and she was morning section !!! i just can see her when i was waiting for class at canteen,and she was atscience lab or going to toilet...feel like im so pervert !!! hahaha...when im in form 3 ~ im so happy..cause im in morning section already ^.^ And i started know her on MSN...and started to chat with her at MSN ~ and soon we getting closer as friends =) and even added each other at facebook !!! i did tell her that i love her,but its was at MSN >.<" im so useless !!! even that,she replied me she know that i love her ~ but why i din do the next step...till now i still cant explain why ??? its just so weird !!! But we din lost contact,we keep in touch and we still chat alot together till i was form 5...SPM year for me,and she was so good to me...everynight chat with me and entertain me ~ always call me dont be stress n wish me goodluck =) i was so happy that time...at the moment i really hope she was beside me...but everything i just not dare to tell her ~ i really duno why >.<" after that i graduated !!! Too bad...we less contact each others and i have a relationship with a girl ~ n i told her im with another girl together !!! her reaction make me feel that she was so dissapoited >.<" maybe i think too much ??? proberly =.=" i always keep all the word inside to her...that her is Miss JF =) im so sorry to her and i very regret that i din purpose to her further more !!! till now,i duno wanna how to tell her that my mind never change !!! i was afraid i might making her more hate me...so i decided to keep in my heart ~ and i heard about she also fall in love to someone already =( i cant blame anyone,is me the one who duno to appreciate !!! all i can do is wish them all the best...and my friend told me she treat me as a best friends ~ im glad to know that we are still best friend !!! i just wanna let her know that...i never forget about you xD all i can do now,is help her no matter what she called me to help...and entertain back her when she was sad or moody =) that all i can do to her now...ILY <3 xD